thankyou to all of you for replying. im just not sure i can ever ''recover'' from the abusive backgound ive had. Ive tried therapy, medication, all manner of SH, ignoring it, distracting (i have 2 little kids). Im a big pretender. i look happy and all together BUT IM NOT and I WANT TO SCREAM. I cant even explain myself properly. No one wants to know my story in my experience and I know I am not the only one. heaps of people suffer in silence due to abuse and it makes me so sad :(
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