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Here you go, next chapter. I'll try my best to do another for tomorrow. Enjoy. Comments wanted as always! xx

Chapter 9
Party time!

I follow behind Christy as she walks into the house with all these people from college in. All the boys immediatly turn to look and she starts chatting to a group of them, making sure to introduce me to them. I wish John was here. Grabbing my arm, Christy drags me into the kitchen, whispering to me who everyone is called.
"Thats Luke, this is his house, he's the one that invited me" She whispers to me looking over to this tall, really goodlooking lad who's stood talking to two girls who are, very annoyingly giggling really loud at everything he says. "I think your going to like him" Christy says as she winks at me and I smile.
She hands me a drink and I happily drink it, even though it tastes vile. Honestly, I've hardly drank alcohol before and this is the first party i've come to. I should be glad for the freedom that I have been given since my family have gone away and my mum has been in hospital, but some part of me longs for things to go back to how they were, no matter how miserable they were. Then I'd have my family with me. Even if i was miserable, things would still be okay, I wouldn't be the only miserable one. Right here, now I am the only miserable one. Everyone else is pissed off their heads, kissing people, flirting outrageously with people and genuinely being happy and upbeat. I honestly do not belong somewhere like this. A ugly virgin girl who's never been to a place like this, how can that be fun or be attractive? Let alone the thought of me wanting to just be with one person and even me and him didn't get that far.
"Luke this is Laura" Christy says as she stands out the way. I watch as his eyes look down to my feet and back up again. Pervert I think but in a way, its nice to have someone look at me like that.
'Hey' I say to him. He reaches in and kisses my cheek
"nice to meet you Laura. I havn't seen you before, have I?" he asks me and I shake my head
"She goes to school with me. You two would get on really well, if you know what i mean" Christy says as she winks and me and Luke both laugh, mine being a more of a nervous laugh then anything.
"Come on LJ, lets go talk to people" Christy says as she takes my hand and drags me away, I look back and see Luke is still stood looking at me until he realises i'm looking. He waves and then walks up to a lad and starts talking to him.

"Well, what do you think?" Christy asks me as I turn back round and we walk outside
'Oh.. My.. God!' I say out loud
"He likes you! I know it!" she says to me and I laugh
'How do you know?' Christy goes to hand me a cigarette and I hesitate for a second but then take it and she lights it up for me. She runs back into the kitchen, gets a couple more drinks and hands me one.
"Because he was giving you that look babe, seriously, he's into you! You should talk to him later"
'Really?' I ask her and she nods
"Definatly! Do it before Amanda gets here though, she's a bit of a slut and always goes right to him because she knows that because he's older than everyone will be 'envious' of her. Even though we're not, we just think she's a slut and its funny, because hes not even interested in her!" Amanda is one of the girls that was in town earlier with me and Christy. The other one is called Katie.
'She doesnt seem that way to me' I say, taking a drag of my cigarrette before patting it down in the ashtray then taking a big gulp of my drink.
"Believe me she is. Whenever shes at school, she follows me around like a lost little puppy, its so sad! She acts the angel at school because one of her mums friends works there so she hears about everything so when Amanda comes to these kinds of parties, she likes to get the attention of the boys by wearing tight tops that make her look fat" I can't help but feel like a bit of a two faced person when laughing at that. I'm wearing a tight top that's showing off my boobs (luckily, though, its long sleeved) and I bet everyones looking at me and thinking I look like a slut. Of course, no ones saying that.
"She'll be here in about half hour babe, you should go and talk to him, ask him to show you around and you can get a quiet room together" Christy says and I look at her
'I don't know' I say 'I need more alcohol before I do that' Christy laughs at me as she pulls me back into the kitchen and I watch as she makes me drink after drink until I feel the room spinning.
'What did you put in those things?' I ask her, holding onto the kitchen sides
"Lots and lots of vodka" Christy says "now go and get him" she says as she turns me around and pushes me in the right direction. I stumble a little then find my feet and walk up behind Luke

'Hey' I say in his ear to get his attention. I swear the musics louder than what it was when we came in. He turns to face me and smiles. Such a nice smile
"I thought you'd never come over" he shouts in my ear "It looks like you've had a bit to drink" I nod at him and smile
'So how old are you?' I ask him
"I'm eigteen babe"
'eighteen?! you look older than that!' "everyone says that, but honestly i'm not you can see some ID if you want to" he says to me and I shake my head
'i'll believe you' Over his shoulder I see Amanda and Katie walk in so I take Luke by the hand into the kitchen and pull myself onto the side
"Right then, make me your best drink" I say to him and he finds out a glass
'You want more drink!?' he says to me and I nod
"Okay then, i'll make you my favourite" I watch as he rushes around the kitchen and makes us each a drink. Christy has come in and given me another cigarette by the time that he's done
'There you go my lady' he says to me
"Thanks!" I say as I take the glass.

'Amandas here, shes stood outside looking in watching you with Luke. Your making her sooo jealous babe, keep it coming' Christy whispers in my ear as she places another cigarette in my bag. I look out of the kitchen window and sure enough, Amanda is stood staring at me so I decide to play with it a little.

"How about another drink then?" I say to Luke as I place the empty glass on the kitchen side.
'Another?' he says and I nod 'Vodka shots will do this time yeah?'
"How about.. vodka dribbled all on me and you lick it off?" I say to him and watch as his eyes widen. I grab a bottle of vodka and dribble a bit on my chest. Luke comes up to me and licks it off.
"Nice?" I ask him and he nods, leans in and kisses my lips softly. I smile at him and take another gulp of vodka then pour some more on my legs. Luke bends over and licks the vodka off my legs, which gives me goosebumps this time round. He pulls me closer to him and kisses me for longer this time. I catch a quick glimpse of Amanda outside with her mouth wide open and Christy stood on the otherside of the garden talking to some lad watching me and sticking her thumbs up.
"How about we go upstairs?" I whisper in his ear and he looks at me
'are you sure?' I nod at him and jump off the kitchen side, take his hand in mind and lead him upstairs. Once we get up there, we kiss and cuddle, talk and play drinking games with the occasional cigarette every now and then. We spend about two hours up there in total and by the time its 11pm I'm completely wrecked so he calls me and Christy (whos a little worse for wear, herself) a taxi to my house.
"Dont you want to come with us?" I mumble to him and he smiles, kisses me again and closes the taxi door
'i'll call you tomorrow' he shouts as the taxi pulls away.

I'm not entirely sure who the person was the past few hours but I havn't had this much fun in a long time, if ever.