yer, i used to be very hostile when i was in secondary school.... i think it was smething to do with my anxiety and paranoia. i have noticed i am getting my scial anxiety back...and i haven't had issues with it for about 2/3 years and the last 3/4 weeks i've not been able to go to friends parties, i haven't felt comfortable eating around people...and feeling home sick is starting to come up again... i don't know what has set off my social anxiety... i was only on venla fr 7/8 months...
i haven't told my cpn, no... maybe i'll email her... i did see her on thursday but i couldn't bring myself to talk about it... i mean she wouldn't be able to do anything anyway...i'm being discharged because there's nothing anyone can do for me as i said no to doing an intensive therapy thing... meant sitting on a train for an hour to go somewhere 3 times a week and have intensive therapy with other people with bpd.. i just felt i was progessing... but now i feel i'm getting unwell again =/
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