it wasn't made clear to me just how non-functional i was until i was rushed to the hospital via ambulance from my day program. that was a wake up call and i care to not repeat the adventure. its hard to see what others see in us. when i am ill I am not objective and cannot clearly make good rational decisions. this includes when to get help. i need others to tell me that i need extra help when they see that i am starting to deteriorate. i'll fight it to the end.
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