Hi! And wow thank you so much for your reply it really means a lot that you took the effort to write that as yeah I'm not around so much anymore...
When i am feeling better hopefully I will be in a position to come back and write about my journey yes :)
I actually went to the Dr's today. I felt like that my mood just wasn't shifting and my sleep has been quite disturbed and I'm just really worried about my course being health related and with placements and I don't want to slip into old habits which I'm fighting really hard not to do right now especially around exercise :(
I think you are right though about being scared of life sort of connecting to my uni course as it just feels like a lot is happening so fast and I sometimes just wish I could retreat back to a child again and just hide so I don't get hurt but I cant and I feel kind of alone in the process of everything which I think is making me more down.
My Dr today prescribed me a higher dose of AD though and also did a blood test. He actually said he admired me which I thought was really nice of him made me feel a little better...
I just hope that I don't get any bad side effects from the higher dose as I am quite worried about that. But I just know something had to be done or I don't know how id make it through the year...
Thank you so much for your reply again. Its nice that you remember me as well. Were you always Miss. Anon or did you have a different name?
Hope things are good with you xxx
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