Sorry to hear you're going through such a hard time. Hermit is right though, you can still stay in contact in other ways. I understand that it's not the same, but it is still better than nothing and it can still be supportive. I hate the summer months when I can't see my college roommate/lifesaver because I'm back living at home. Texting/talking on the phone isn't quite the same - especially because she's genuinely too busy to do that often - but it is definitely better than having no contact with her at all.
And who knows? You may eventually meet another very supportive person in your life. In the meantime, we at RYL are here for you
