well, he's 7 years old. his bed time up until he was 7 was 8pm.
and he wont eat a damn thing for breakfast that is healthy. i tried this morning. i gave him a banana...he nibbled around it and said he was full. i told him that if that little bit of fruit filled him up, then after he eats at his Nana's, he best not come home saying he's "starving". i told him he would get nothing if he couldnt at least finish the banana this morning.
he started his crying, tears and all...grrrr. then i didnt want him going to school upset, so i PROVED something to kelly. i called him back in the kitchen and asked if he would like a muffin(chocolatechip), and of course, he did. so i said "but i thought you were full". he had no answer for that and ate the damn muffin.
i know he is kelly's child. but i have been here four years now and have watched this child grow, done his homework with him, taught him to read, taught him math, loved him as if he were my own....and damnit this whole eating crap is driving me crazy.
and obviously, im not doing well by any means. i do what i can do and thats it..
i feel like shaving my head again...something of a massive change. i did it the last time while chatting with rowie,lol...it was fun. but kelly will FREAK OUT....but i hate this mop of hair on my head. have i mentioned i HATE being a woman??? and these periods suck ass..which im having right now...blah.
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