I'm trying really really hard and i promise I'm trying to not dwell on things but I'm really not looking forward to the next week.
This weekend has never been good for me but it's been s year since hospital. I'm trying to be positive I really am. It's just I can't help remembering stuff that happened.
I keep thinking this time last year...
I know I need to not do this. I'm trying to plan nice things, talk to people, keep busy but it's alwasy in the back of my head.
I feel so weak.
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