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I just need to talk to someone
I feel alone and lost. I honestly have no idea what I should do. I don't even really wanna post this. I'm a self harmer of only a few months, still in the beginning stages. Only one other person knows about it and I only tell her every so often and usually hide it from her too. I just can't muster up to tell anyone. However, I'm up against the wall now because in 2 days I go away to college and the girl that knows (my gf of a few years) is going to break up with me becuase of my choice to go away. It sounds stupid but im really upset not just about losing her but a lot of other stuff. to make matters worse she is a self harmer in a way as well although she has recovered a lot since meeting me. I just need to vent I guess. I have no idea what I should do and for the last month or so I have had the urge to tell ANYONE about my problem; a teacher, a couple of my friends, my mom, but I haven't and doubt I will. I'm not sure what I'm hoping to accomplish by this post but whatever
E: Also it seems like I'm the only guy in the world with this problem.
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