loosing you mum is one of the hardest things to go through and its still so soon after, you are bound to still be struggling with it!
remember its fine to be upset, and your entitled to miss her and be hurt and angry and devestated, but also try to remember she loved you, she wouldnt want you to hurt yourself, shed want you to try to remember the good times and be happy/
this is gonna sound mad but have you tried talking to her? just talk outloud the things you would say if she was around, shes still in your heart and she can still help you.
it might be worth talking to your gp, they could help you find greif councelling or just give you a chance to let your feelings out.
sending you hugs xxxx
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