I know i guess it just made me feel bad for those poor little chicks. I know its life and something else would have probably got them anyway but still :(
I've ended up getting out of going out this afternoon. So i've managed a whole weekend inside, again. I know i can't keep doing this once baby is born. I can't become a hermit. I find it easier to go out if i've been at work during the day as i guess i'm already in that frame of mind.
I have been quite productive though. I've made scones, biscuits, mince and dumplings and apple crumble. That has took the edge off the guilt so i don't feel quite so bad. Plus i've managed to do the clothes washing with simons help (i havent managed things like that for a while) but i think thats because its a new machine so its a novelty.
I'm really sleepy. Maybe i will go and rest in a bit.
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