emhorse - I've PM'ed you my lovely
ANorthfield - Oh no
i hope your girlfriends ok now, does it still bother her sometimes? well i guess its always there but you know what i mean
and no, he went to the doctors (few months ago) and they gave him a bottle to take to the hospital so they could do a count there but he hasn't done it yet, he wants to do it after his finished college which is in February. We have stopped ''trying'' for quite a few months now but its just always there in the back of my mind chipping away at me, i cant watch pregnancy or anything to do with babies on the tv or read a magazine without breaking down. I'm sorry this was a long reply and i hope it made sense.
I hope your ok. x