Ahh right, I see.
This still isn't the right way to go about it - you need to feel the same way about him too. Not just get married and be together because you both want a baby.
You will have a baby one day, just not now, and I have no doubt that you will be a brilliant mum but when the times is right and you are in a committed relationship where you both feel the same about each other and you have enough financial income to support the baby.
It's understable you feel that way, because you want a baby, but honestly I think you did the right thing this time and you will be so much happier when it happens at the right time in your life - it just so happens that time isn't now.
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