I understand what you're saying and it good to see it written down like that. I know it wouldn't have been fair on the child and it isn't the right way to go about getting pregnant. The guy I was with asked me to marry him and also wanted children badly so that's why we had unprotected sex but then we split up and hence I went for the morning after pill. I know it was the right thing to do but I also feel gutted for some reason. I know it's very selfish of me but just need some help to get over this need for a child really. I will talk to my professionals about it!! I am 26 btw and BPD sufferer.
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