Im ashamed because im doing social work and I should be able to handle things by now. Coming off meds was the doctors idea but i was meant to go on different meds, which i havent done. I really thought i would be fine BUT im not. People expect so much and i just feel like screaming at them and running away. Only problem is i have 2 small kids and i have to keep it together for them. I feel under so much pressure. My workload is so high i barely get time to think, the kids need me to. i feel i have no choice but to pretend But that is making it worse. If i say im not coping people just dont believe me. Thanks for your reply by the way.
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