In reducing and coming off your meds, was this with medical advice (Dr/Psych) and was it with the agreed belief you had improved enough? It sounds like it may be wise to speak to your Dr and see if maybe the reduction was a little too soon and you have relapsed.
There is nothing wrong with needing help, and with asking for it, I get a sense that you feel ashamed of how you are really feeling and feel you need to hide it. Is it not better to be honest and seek out the help you need so that you can attain your best at Uni? How will being honest destroy Uni? It doesn't need to, it can instead be seeking the help to get you through that last bit of Uni and out the other side.
Be gentle with yourself.
Roiben x
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