From you post, it sounds like you are in America and I am afraid I do not know the system there well enough to be able to help on that front.
What I do advise though is that you get out of your relationship with your boyfriend, as it is clearly not stable or healthy for you right now. There are women's shelters and places you can go as a temporary measure while you find something more stable.
Right now, the most important thing is you and your health and safety. I know that is incredibly hard to take on board, but the more stability you are able to find and secure around you, the easier things like dealing with your own mood and wellbeing will become.
Be gentle with yourself.
Roiben x
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