[Frail Existence]

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My birth parents tried to kill me. Several times on complete purpose. They didnt want me. I was a mistake and she didnt want a girl. If anyone, wouldnt my birth mom want me? She gave me drugs I know. Have one memory of that. I was probly bout threeish maybe in that memory. She hated me. She did LOTS of bad things to me and to my older bio sister. Younger one wasnt around. Why I was taken away. Taken from her and my birth dad. My two bio sisters do things and hurt me to.

My entire birth family is... screwed up I guess. Including me. I dont hurt or touch or abuse others though. More men than girls have hurt me though. But I dont get any of it. Especially everything with my birth parents. More specifically my birth mom. dont get or understand why she didnt want me or didnt want a girl or tried kill me or hurt me or anything else. Hurts though. I think that if she of all doesnt want me... noone does. Im nothing. Im worthless. Am too much for anyone.