There was only one really supportive person and he also happened to hurt me. that aside he said some very nice things to me.
When he found my scars he said to me
"Look, I know if I ask you to promise me to stop you'll say yes but you can't really keep your promise. I know its not your fault and I know its what other people say to you or how they make you feel which makes you do this. But please, please, please, please don't hurt yourself. okay?"
It was just the first time someone understood why I cut and why I couldn't stop but still had the love or care to ask me to stop. Sometimes I hope it wasn't just words but I let them inspire me everyday.
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