*hugs*
Just wanted to say that i'm very very similar to you, you're not alone. I lost three of my grandparents a couple of years ago, and i'm sure my depression started around then, even if it was minor.
I agree about focusing on positives. Also it's really helpful to talk about your grandma with people who also knew here and remember the good times. Even with people that didn't know her. A therapist once suggested I made a memory box or something, and fill it with photos and bits of writing and memories to look back on. I never did but it sounds like a good idea.
PM anytime if you want to talk :)
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