[Ami]

My stupidness started at christmas really. I was on a train journey lasting several hours. And the people n the train started to act weird, in disguise , with weapons looking for me, making signals at everyone.

I couoldnt understand why no-one else seemed bothered that this group of people were hijacking the train and specifically trying to get me. Unless they were part of it too...

So then, that experience has made me panic like hell everytime I need to go on a train. I usually panic which makes me unable to think so I think i will be late and panic more and its a circle. I take diazepam but firstly, they are useless and secondly if aia take a higher dose iaa get reqally dizzy and 'drunk'. which makes things a bit worse.

I hate buses too, but they arent as bad because there are many stops so can get off if need to, pretty much in a few mins. People stare at me and access my head and [know what I am, Theres imposters too.

So anyways. My pathetic fear of trains/public transport. Anyone got any help or similar? I dont know if it would be classed as ptsd type of thing...
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