Awwhh. Thats good.
I know , i had the same problem i became very implusive both with the od-ing and the sh. At the time, because i would be feeling so down i would think i wish these would kill me but really i wished they didn't just i was feeling bad and the day after i always found hard. As it would be like the emtions last night were a bad dream then i would remember or be in pain and realised that actually i had od-ed that night.
When my CPN suggested me going on meds she did say that my parents would have to look after the meds, as she pretty much told me she didn't trust me not to od.
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