Thanks guys, means the world.
I had a horrific night last night. Another nurse was a complete bitch to me, saying that my dissociation was just me 'being difficult' and I left the ward and locked myself in a toliet because I was too scared to be on the ward with her. They dragged me out kicking and screaming and left me in the corridor where I was banging my head against the wall, literally, for half an hour. Eventually a nurse came to get me and calmed me down a little. It was awful.
I just had my last appointment with my psychologist, which is a relief because she was crap but I'm worried about what happens from now and needing a therapist. I'm going to speak to the PALS guy.
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