Its not my own voice, no. And the oldest voice is like a whole other person, like i have 2 brains and i just control the mouth part. They do tell me to do things, sometimes i have to lock myself in the bathroom so i dont let them hurt anyone. And no i cant control them at all.
Im meant to be seeing a councillor but theyre in the process of moving me to someone else, again, so thats gonna take about 3 months. I dont know if i can deal with this for another 3 months. Its too hard
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