Hello Finding_Reason,
thanks for replying :)
The voice is there every day, it's like having some one following you around. Does it bother me? most of the time, yes it does....Like, when i was flying on the plane today, It was telling me to watch the engines....they're going to stop. Other times, there may be a situation where it pipes up and it actually makes me laugh.
As far as stopping things that i once enjoyed, i'd say no, it hasn't. Although it has had an impact on my enjoyment. The voice is alot deeper then my own, and like i said in my original post, i believed from a young age it was my conscience, but since the voice changed i have had my doubts. It's kind of hard to explain.
Also, when i've slept or has my eyes closed, the voice has a face. I can see him talking.
I kind of struggled on my own with this for a long time, and after a chat with a close friend, i ended up here. I guess it's a step in the right direction. I lead a normal life, and if you were to meet me, you would never guess i hear this dam voice and i am aware that it isn't a normal thing. I have thought about mentioning it to a Dr, naturally the voice tells me not to, that they lied about the ECG and Blood tests, don't trust them, but that's probably not the reason i haven't taken that step yet. I just can't figure out how to break it to a Dr who i hardly know.
What i must admit is that it has felt bloody good that i managed to get this out in the open and some one responded. Absolutely fantastic
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