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trekkinthrulife · 30-07-2011, 03:02 AM

I'm not really concerned about attracting guys....I just had spent the day with 3 friends (two of which are a couple) and I couldn't help seeing all the difference between her and me. She is very modest with her clothes as well, but still.....idk. I wouldn't want to be with someone who only cares about my body anyway

I think I was just frustrated because I felt so....odd. I can't relaxe and enjoy myself like my friends can. They dress how they want, go swimming, I don't know...its like they can be carefree and happy and I feel like I can't. I feel inferior...

30-07-2011, 03:02 AM	#7
trekkinthrulife Join Date: Aug 2010 Location: North America I am currently:	I'm not really concerned about attracting guys....I just had spent the day with 3 friends (two of which are a couple) and I couldn't help seeing all the difference between her and me. She is very modest with her clothes as well, but still.....idk. I wouldn't want to be with someone who only cares about my body anyway I think I was just frustrated because I felt so....odd. I can't relaxe and enjoy myself like my friends can. They dress how they want, go swimming, I don't know...its like they can be carefree and happy and I feel like I can't. I feel inferior...
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