So I am feeling a little bit better but I am not the same person anymore. I am angry, irritated, and impatient. I snap at people and I am rude. I don't know what to do. I told myself a long time ago that I would never go back to this again. I would just kill myself. So now I am back to the same predicament as a month ago. In two weeks I will get my refill and decide what to do. I think that I am going to cut tonight. I just need to do something. I don't want to bother my friends anymore. I want them to think I'm better.
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