What would they be jealous of?
I know you know deep down that this is the right decision and I can understand that you're filled with a lot of intense emotions right now and are feeling very vulnderable. Be gentle with yourself over the next few days. Know that you are going there to get better so you do not have to feel this scared and vulnerable anymore.
How did distracting yourself earlier work out? DO you think you can carry on doing that?
Take care
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