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thankyou everyone for all the help!
threxy, i honestly thought/think my behaviors and thoughts were 'normal' but it was only when last week my brother pointed out that what i go through isnt normal that i started to question it, and it made me extremely anxious when he suggested i may have paranoid schizophrenia (something i dont think i suffer from personally) the only reason i posted here was because i dont think it's so much of an issue to go to the doctor about- i dont want to kick up a big fuss about nothing. you have a very very good point though.