Hey Sammi.
It's okay to be scared, it's a very big meeting that's taking place tomorrow, perhaps you could look at the distraction list on here and try to do some of them to help yourself settle down?
Talk to us about why you're scared exactly, we could help you with that fear.
Of course your ED will be kicking up a fight, you're doing something that goes against it, you're doing something pro active, but you're stronger than it. Try your hardest to block it out, of course, don't do anything otherwise destructive to yourself in doing so.
Try to get some sleep tonight, too. I understand sleep will be extremely difficult to get considering tomorrow, but it may help you feel a bit better to be rested and out of reality for a while and in sleepland, too. Maybe have a bubble bath before attempting sleep? It may help.
Take care and text me anytime.
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