[raspberryjelly]

good luck for your thing next week, im sure it will all go ok :) do you have to do it? or could someone else do it instead, or could you delay it or anything?
try and get some sleep if you can before it, could you try sleeping pills if you cant sleep well at the moment? i use them and they work really well and it will make you feel a lot less tired and a load better and then you may be able to deal with the rest of the stuff a bit better.
do you have anyone you can talk to? a friend or family member? we're all here too if you need to talk
*hugs* stay strong, you'll get through it
sorry dont have much more advice but im always here if you want to talk about anything
xx