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well · 25-09-2007, 10:46 PM

Like if it was "completely up to me to change my feelings and how I let things affect me" DON'T THEY THINK I WOULD HAVE DONE THIS YEARS AGO?!!!!! I'm not exactly enjoying myself here.....I've hurt myself since I was like, TWO.....so don't go telling me I just need an attitude adjustment..... I don't CHOOSE to feel like this!!!!!

25-09-2007, 10:46 PM	#13
well I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Join Date: Jul 2007 I am currently:	Like if it was "completely up to me to change my feelings and how I let things affect me" DON'T THEY THINK I WOULD HAVE DONE THIS YEARS AGO?!!!!! I'm not exactly enjoying myself here.....I've hurt myself since I was like, TWO.....so don't go telling me I just need an attitude adjustment..... I don't CHOOSE to feel like this!!!!!
	I am not afraid to keep on living-I am not afraid to walk this world alone..Biting keeps your words at bay,tending to the sores that stay-happiness is just a gash away.When i open a familiar scar,pain goes shooting like a star-comfort hasn't failed to follow so far.And pens and penknives take the blame,crane my neck and scratch my name.-but the ugly marks are worth the momentary gain.When i drive a sharpened object in,choirs of angels seem to sing hymns of hate in memorandum