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one_step_closer · 18-07-2011, 06:15 PM

I'm so triggered. I want to cut and see fat. I want to overdose and be totally out of it. I have to stay safe so I can go to my voluntary work tomorrow, just to see what it's like. I don't want to do it. I don't want to do life any more.

18-07-2011, 06:15 PM	#68
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I'm so triggered. I want to cut and see fat. I want to overdose and be totally out of it. I have to stay safe so I can go to my voluntary work tomorrow, just to see what it's like. I don't want to do it. I don't want to do life any more.
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.