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one_step_closer · 15-07-2011, 06:13 PM

I'm ok. I haven't self harmed, yet, but it's still on my mind as is jumping off a building. I hate having these thoughts. The crisis team aren't phoning me any more, i've to phone them if I need them and they're coming round on Sunday to review the support they gave me. I don't know what to say to them. I felt belittled by some of the team and like my problems weren't real or were insignificant. Everyone thinks my 'crisis' is over but it's hardly even started.

15-07-2011, 06:13 PM	#61
one_step_closer The Shadow of the Day Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Scotland	I'm ok. I haven't self harmed, yet, but it's still on my mind as is jumping off a building. I hate having these thoughts. The crisis team aren't phoning me any more, i've to phone them if I need them and they're coming round on Sunday to review the support they gave me. I don't know what to say to them. I felt belittled by some of the team and like my problems weren't real or were insignificant. Everyone thinks my 'crisis' is over but it's hardly even started.
	I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much. Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass. You didn't come this far just to come this far.