Sorry for posting so much..
I can't do anything, I did a tiny bit of drawing but then ended up staring at the walls again. I went to part of the afternoon group but the other patients were being rowdy and the voices were getting worse by the minute and i had to leave. It's like the ball of light just turns into darkness. So i didn't have to go to the rest of the groups today as the staff saw I wasn't managing well. I went and bought some stationary/art supplies yesterday which was good, I found some enjoyment in that which is rare. I'm seeing my Dr later tonight but the nursing staff have been playing phone tennis with his receptionist.
I feel like the floor is floating, the the surface of water again.
Don't look people in the eyes. I don't know who they truly are.
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