Yeah I know what you mean, but I don't tend to do it 'bit by bit'. I'll be very close with someone, and then the next day pretty much erase them out of my life. I don't do it to hurt them, I just get this horrible feeling like they are going to hurt me, like I need to push them away before they reject me. It's just really ruining things, because I'm shoving people away who I really care about/care about me.
I checked my song count for today. I've listened to that song 83 times, that's over 5 hours of the same song. What the hell is wrong with me.
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