I know, I know how hard it is to put that on another person but try thinking of it this way-- you say it will hurt her to know what an awful day for you is coming up BUT it will hurt her a hell of a lot more if you hurt yourself because you couldn't talk to her about it...
Can you at least just tell her you are struggling at the moment, and ask if you can do something nice together over the next few days so that you will have some support/company? Even if it's just watch a funny DVD or go for a coffee?
If there is anything I can ever do to help please don't hesitate to pm me, I'm on here every day (*sad* lol) and I do understand a little of what you are going through.
Take care xx
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