well been ok day nothing special but not ok now.
had this sort of wave of non feeling creep up on me.
feel so empty, raw, anxious no direct link.
but definitely not good.
sorry i'm so pathectic right now spent ten minutes deciding whether to use my last bit of credit too text a friend texted them tried to cancel it, failed to. havent heard from them yet but wishing i hadnt sent it.
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