i ok, got some sleep around 1.
bit better today just guess finding out stuff set my see saw back on wobble.
spent a few hours messing a bout with my boyfriend, he's still same guy i still love him i still accept him. we're ok. trying to persuade him to help is still a dead end, says he only told me cos he trusts me and thinks if anyone should truly know him it should be me.
might mention in counselling not even sure now. i've got over the fear. i guess the only over thing is trying not to take on his problems isuues whatever. cos i'm kind of good at doing that. other peoples pain especially close people's pain affects me. well i'll think hard.
ciao x
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