I'm the same way, it's all in my mind. I mean it literally only happens now if I'm out and I think about it. If I just get on with my day and dont think about it, it doesn't happen. But once I've thought of it, it happens. And it's hard not to when you go to certain places it usually happens in, you know? But it's like awful that I'm the one making this horrible thing happen to myself.
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