yeah i think it hurt me more through empathy.
that he had been through bullying like me, though his seeemed more physical he said when he was younger his friend's were the ones who beat him the least.
had a chat with him tonight so we know a litlle more where we stand which is good. i'm a still a little uncertain. but i still love him and believe i can still trust him, after 7 months i think i would have noticed bad behaviour towards me? in my view there hasn't been any, in fact at times he's rather protective (wanting to talk to people who have hurt me,[haven't let him] check i'm home safe etc.) *shrugs*
wish counselling today had been on but have made progress.
*hugs back tight*
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