Hi and welcome!
Im sorry things are difficult at the moment. It hurts when we reach out and theres nothing there. Im married with children. My doctor told my husband that I selfharmed about 5 years ago...weve never had a conversation about it since...he takes me to a and e if i need to go...but its his way of dealing with it. And I guess what im trying to say is your husband dealt with it by making comments that hurt....how is he now? has he talked anymore about it, or gone quiet? I bought my husband a book about my diagnosis which helped him to understand a bit more, but he still doesnt talk about it..its a very isolated place to be. He gives me hugs when hes sees that im down or if i ask. Maybe try talking to him again or get some info for him to read like matthew said.
As for social services, I have been involved with them once about three years ago. Id been admitted to hospital and had written about a deam i had..the staff there took it to be a letter id written about killing one of my children....she was 13 at the time. The social services came and chatted to me and then my daughter...and that was it. Never heard from them again. They wont become involved purely because of your harming.
I think you need to see your doctor and get some help and a support system set up for you
sending you a hug xx
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