Hiya, I don't know your exact sitaution but it sounds like you're under an enormous amount of pressure. You say that you don't want to be 'this person' but please NEVER apologise for being you. Nobody should have to hide away in the mist. You deserve to out in the open and enjoying life...and you WILL be able to again. Do you know what has triggered this intense desire to escape? Also, keeping things to yourself may work as a coping strategy in the short term but after a while it catches up with you and creates even more pressure. What are you up to now? Are you somewhere safe and relatively calm? *HUGE mist-free HUGS*
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