Thank you for the reply, I really appreciate it.
I can't tell him. I've tried but its too hard and I'm too scared. My friends can't really help as they've got a lot going on. This is all so hard, every day I hope it'll get easier but it never does. Im so low and stuck in this awful suicidal place, and horrible eating/cutting cycles and no one knows except me. It's such a lonely place. My boyfriend just would never be able to accept these feelings :'( its a huge mess.
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