well first time i considered suicide i was 9 but i see what you mean libz, i never thought i'd end up here who knows what good stuff could happen.and although uni may make sh easier it will also make going to hospital slightly easier maybe if i end up in one of my feeeling really unsafe bits i could actually do what my discharge sheet suggested.. *whistles*.who knows. and you was makeing some sense jen.
bit better today. have dress for prom now. have yet to revise at all for physics exam on monday d'oh get your stupid act together idiot.
Hopefully things will get a bit easier once exams are over next week.
dont know. i'll get there. or try to.
yeah i should probably try and find better reasons not to than that method probaably wouldnt kill me and / or couldnt do that to the people i love. bit weak really but although my life's alright, with good bits i don't like myself, deep down still believing the bad stuff the derogrative comments and feeling a bit worthless and insignificant.
pfft off to attempt to learn astrop[hysics
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