*hugs* I can't tell you everything will be better because I don't know a lot about you. don't worry about the DSA thing though - I said I didn't have a laptop, even though I did at the time (it's now broken)..... a lot of people do it and the DSA people at my uni even told me to just apply for it... they won't come for you about that xx
I have a real terrible fear of police. When they used to come into work to buy food, I refused to serve them and panicked if I was forced. I'm convinced they are conspiring against me. Or that they know something... I'm mega paranoid about them.. but as well as being scared, I'm intrigued... Maybe meeting a police officer and talking to them may help. I don't know. But maybe you should consider telling someone who you talk to about your problems and maybe that is something you can look into overcoming..
I wish you the best!
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