I did and were cool now. Pretty sure wasnt me she was upset bout.
But last night had this flashback and it wont go way! Keeps replaying over and over and oer. Only difference is once in a while it will add in something more that I forgot bout. Thought I had totally fogortten this but apparently not. When will it end? Has brought me to tears a few times today as well. Have wrote bout it twice and nothing.
And.. Have finally resorted to locking myself in the bathroom now! Which is where I am atm! They wont stop and leave me alone! Plus on Thrusday and Friday, my dad is going to be gone all day and till late at night and I know its going to persist then. Why cant they just leave me alone to? I dont like it but they dont care :(
Now contemplating whether take shower. Will take one but dont wanna leave. No lock on my bedroom door either so the bathroom is my best bet, with my ipod!
Thanks for the replies and all the hugs. Greatly appreciated everyone.
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