[nepenthe]

I want to kill myself. I don't have any reason to go on really. I need someone to talk to. Someone that won't tell me that "I'm being dramatic" or that I just "need to get over it". I tried calling Suicide hotline but I get so nervous about talking to another person over the phone that I hang up. I feel so lost. I don't know if this will even help or making a difference. I can't keep going on like this though.