Thank you Laurie, and congratulations on your qualification, well done.
I'm I'm not taking the medication I've been given, I can't take them, I can't be sleepy and dopey, I need to have my wits about me.
Thank you Roiben,
Gentle? Maybe you're right, but i don't know how to be. I can't make my mind calm with the voices yelling at me, and I can't sleep. I will try again.
Thank you, you shouldn't be sorry, thank you.
I'm still trying to calm down. Ryan came and sat with me for about a half hour and our dog joined us, that helped a little bit. We just sat together, but then the voices got worse and I had to get up, pacing, pacing, Trying to breathe. And I think I upset Ryan but I couldn't think and I don't know what to do. I have to see my Dr tomorrow and I don't want to go, he will only tell me to take my medication.
Thanks thanks for your support.
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