The above advice is right, you need to talk to someone about how you're feeling...that is, someone who might be able to help. No matter how much positive advice you get on here we're not professionals and can only help you so much.
I know what you mean about wasting peoples time. I've had a persistant problem with my joints that could end up with me being in a wheelchair before I'm 30 if I don't follow the treatment I've been given etc, bit sometimes I just really want to jst 'get on with' my life. The problem with my joints and the way that it felt like nothing was getting better did and still does make me feel depressed, but I know I have to keep going, not just for my sake but because no one who cares about me wants to see me end up in a wheelchair so young.
Not fitting into categories that have been used before means they have to work harder. BUT everyone is unique so don't worry or stress about it :)
Not wanting to talk about it is completely understandable, but sometimes talking about it really does help so please try.
Hope this helps. Best wishes. x
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